After 36 years with my husband, then finding him dead; I am slowing picking my self up. The house is in my name, the cars, trucks almost. I bought a Dodge Ram for my dogs and parrot, we are getting a camping trailer and are going to hit the road. Looking for a place we want to live. A log cabin and land, my horse needs space and we need fencing. I don’t need to stay here in a 5 bedroom farmhouse that needs so much work. I need to start playing my violin again and writing. It is coming, but right now I’m taking care of my self. God bless all of you and Merry Christmas.