It’s been 11 weeks since i was widowed. I have had to figure out the mortgage, the bills, and I did it. Stay or go? i am staying for now. my barn needs a new roof, my hay is getting ruined, the workers did not finish painting my house and garage. At least my neighbors are helping so so much. Thank goodness for them. Because of them I have my wood close to keep us warm, my deck was made safe, I have my property fenced in for my dogs, I feel so blessed. I feel a new mission calling, I have been an advocate for animals for years, now I need to add supporting abused women and children. There is so much darkness in life, we need to show the light.